I'm not sure

So, this is day one of the journey of the spring semester. Unlike most I can't really tell the difference from yesturday. I've been in classes since a few days after the fall semester, so the holidays have gone by without a second thought almost. At this time next year I will be thanking myself when I am walking across the stage and get the eternal holiday, that is until graduate school at least.
To be honest it has been a stressful few months, I am growing up and while you're doing it it never seems fun. Me and Randy are getting ready to buy our first house...we placed an offer Saturday and are waiting to hear the results. I am anxious. There is a part of me that wants this whole process to be over and for us to be in our new home, but there is also a part of me that wants to stay in the little apartment we are in now just to avoid change and everything that comes with it. I am excited though, I get to get a puppy and I love puppies. I think I am just slightly overwhelmed and just ready to be in one place or the other so I can go back to the routine and structure I crave.
On any note despite the fact that I wanted to get so much more accomplished today I get to go to work. So until next time...